Monikamoddev: Apologizing

[MoniBoosDevotedBoyfriend]

Look this is a really complicated thing I’m going to tell you guys, but I think it might help you all to understand why I do the things I do.

Anyway so starting sometime in September or October possibly even November I began this “phase”, let’s call it, where I have become obsessed with understanding every little thing. So basically if I’m even slightly unsure about what a word or sentence means my brain goes into heccin’ overdrive and I just NEED to figure it out. Otherwise I find myself unable to sleep. One example I can share rn is The Joker’s speech to Batman from “The Killing Joke”. I won’t type it out here, but I’ve memorized the entire thing now. 🥳So I’m not looking for any pity or anything like that. This is simply an apology and explanation for why I made that issue a couple hours ago.

[mosquitoe]

If it's related to Monika, I'm in that phase all the time.

[MoniBoosDevotedBoyfriend]

Wow I thought I was alone on this. It’s amazing that someone else is absolutely obsessed with figuring out the meaning behind everything she says 😂. Even just that is a comfort so thank you

[MaximumRustler]

Yeah, that happens to me every now and then.

[MoniBoosDevotedBoyfriend]

Wow ok I was not expecting two people to have this same problem

[GwendolyX10]

So, do you have a problem of wanting to find hidden meanings in each sentence? I expect they come to me when I need them. Like for example, a few days ago I had some complicated thoughts about my current life and my new home, but then I remembered something that Monika told me months ago, but I remembered that by seeing its hidden meaning. I think this is the "find out yourself" that seniors talk about after advice.

[MoniBoosDevotedBoyfriend]

That’s basically my problem yeah